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Thursday, 04 June 2009

  • Risky Business.

    I feel like a flower....that has been ripped from the root in which it was grown,
    I scream at the top of my lungs, looking for the perfect tone,
    The blood that runs deep inside my veins are soon to spill,
    As I look at my clock, it's time to kill,
    I feel as if I am a puppet master without his strings,
    No matter how much I try....I just wont change things,
    Put your hopes in me and your destined to fail,
    It would be like trying to drive a train, without the rail,
    I pull myself together with every piece of strength I have left in me,
    As my throat dries from screaming, this is who I choose to be,
    Welcome to my world of filth....Full of dispair,
    You can live in my world, without a single care,
    Fight off the tears and run for the hills,
    Insults are like pills, take too many and it always kills,
    If we all quit, what's there to win?
    Nothing at all, that's the perfect sin,
    I look into the mirror and see the real me,
    Full of demons, repenting is the key,
    Lost without talent, and without words,
    I want to be free and fly with the birds,
    I wear my heart on my sleeve, it appears to be black,
    I wish I had love, happiness, and faith, those are the things I lack,
    I want to know who I am once again,
    The person I was....before I ran,
    When It comes down to it, we are all dead,

    Ricky Von Gore

Thursday, 28 May 2009

  • Bloody Sunday.

    poem
    Swallow my soul and devour my mind,
    Hold me by this earthly bind,
    My mind is dancing with thoughts of pain,
    If my life has no point....what's there to gain?
    Stand on the edge, but please don't jump,
    If inspiration was a tree....I'd be down to the stump,
    Look into my eyes, what do you see?
    If suicide was a lock, my eyes are the key,
    I will rise to the top, in a matter of time,
    With no words at all, just like a mime,
    I will survive, I will live,
    Inside....I have plenty to give,
    Beat me down, put me to shame,
    My heart is like a lion, unable to tame,
    I'll rip out your heart, and feed it through your throat,
    If murder was an option, you'd have my vote,
    I'll jump rope your intestines and swing you around,
    This puppy has become a stray, I'm off to the pound,
    Lost in thoughts and unspoken words,
    I'm heading down south, just like the birds,
    Bleeding for love, Screaming for my soul,
    Like a used up needle, pointless and dull,
    The end is near, We're all gunna die!
    This could be our last goodbye,
    As I look into the sky, I see myself falling,
    At the same time, I hear life....as it's calling,
    The world is spinning, the clocks are ticking so fast,
    What happens now....will soon be in the past,
    My heart is beating, my eyes are full of tears,
    Failure comes to mind, when I look in the mirrors,
    I know that no matter what, I will end up on top,
    My potential is like a bubble, just waiting to pop,
    I dont need rest, I can do that when I'm dead,
    For wherever I crash, will be my bed,
    My last words to you?....Forever inlove,
    Maybe we'll meet up one day, In that grand place above,

    Ricky Von gore.

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

  • Screaming Soul.

    loled
    I'm stressed and im pissed,
    I want to cut into my wrists,
    Life is all wrong,
    I should have known this all along,
    I'm tired of secrets and I'm tired of lying,
    This may be for the best, but inside I am dying,
    I can't push foward I must come to a stop,
    I fear if I continue my heart will drop,
    I'm at the point where I no longer feel,
    Sometimes I'm left wondering....if this is even real,
    Heart beating fast and my body shaking,
    This world is now mine for the taking,
    How the hell did I get here?
    Is my time for death...drawing near?
    I want to be dead,
    That's the smartest thing I've ever said,
    All the pieces are finally coming together,
    I feel as if....I'm as light as a feather,
    Mental breakdown! My heart is fading,
    As for this world....It is all that I am hating!
    I am lost inside of my own thoughts,
    As for everything else....It sits and rots,
    I want to run far away from here,
    Somewhere where nobody can see every tear,
    I want to expose my hurts and pain,
    If I let it all out, would it make me sane?
    I'm left here....barely human,
    Although I did walk, from Ceres to Newman,
    I just want to drink the blood from her neck,
    That would help me out with my nervous wreck,
    I'm tired of fighting suicide,
    So what if everyone cares when i died,
    I feel like a fish out of water,
    But I guess I have to survive, for my future daughter,
    I just need mental help....or something.
    I hope I survive this one,


    Ricky Von Gore

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Saturday, 07 March 2009

  • Driven Beyond Measure.


    Rip out my heart and Devour my soul,
    All of this pain...has finally taken a toll,
    My vision is blurry, My heart is beating out of my chest,
    I'll slit her throat, and forget all the rest,
    Your words are twisted, like vines on a tree,
    Why does everything you do, always affect me?
    Your words will be dancing around me, while I lay in bed,
    Maybe all of this hurting will stop perhaps....if I am dead,
    The leaves will fall, and so will you,
    Your future is based on what YOU do,
    Should I stay....or should I go?
    I never thought you would sink this low,
    You cut me open, perhaps for the last time,
    If your actions were to be paid, I wouldn't give you a dime,
    I'll dig that hole in my backyard...make sure it's six feet deep,
    Bury your corpse, go to the cliff....then take my final leap,
    As i sit here, plucking away the rose pedals, *she loves me, she loves me not*
    The time is passing by and I'm not to thrilled,
    Will a simple appology, make these wounds be healed?
    For once I'm overwhelmed and speaking my mind,
    Welcome to hell, Where there is no rewind,
    If you wake up one day, tied down with needles to your face,
    You can't open your eyes, they've been sprayed with mace,
    Your body cut, from head to toe,
    Maybe then, You might know?
    Your hair scalped, and your body full of burns,
    Suffocate or beat you, I'll just take turns,
    Maybe then you might just realize how bad I'm hurt,
    This will not end quickly,
    You will not escape me, even if you run,
    I will haunt you for as long as you live,
    Good luck hunny.

Saturday, 10 January 2009

  • Mystery Murder.

    starry night
    I am the fourth leaf. . . .on a three leaf clover,
    Looking up. . . .wishing my life was over,
    The crickets chirp and the birds sing,
    My life has no direction. . . .just like a ring,
    Look at all the clouds in the sky,
    Watch all of you hopes and dreams, and kiss them goodbye!
    The world is a haystack. . . .and I guess the needle is me,
    Its not like this is the way that I wanted it to be,
    Looking at the first star I see tonight,
    As the darkness begins to consume the light,
    The clock strikes five and I hear the bells ring,
    Now I'm all alone, and that's the last thing,
    Its growing to be cold. . . .and light is gone,
    But my love for her still burns. . . .from dust till dawn,
    Who else could possibly make me feel this way?
    The answer is nobody. . . .needless to say,
    The time goes on and the clock continues to tick,
    If the world was a totsie pop, how many times would I have to lick?
    To get to the center of the one thing I need,
    The world is a garden, and she is my seed,
    I'm so distant from reality right now,
    The only question I can think of. . . .is the question "how?",
    The weight of the world is crushing me down,
    And I'm stuck in this filth. . . .you people call a town,
    If I could wish for one thing. . . .and one thing alone,
    I would wish that I could rip you apart, from bone to bone!
    What is it that makes me think this way?
    The truth is, without her. . . .I couldn't survive for a day,
    Take my pride, my hope, and my desire,
    But dont blame me. . . .when your family dies in a fire,
    I need a kiss from the one that I love,
    If I could choose to be any animal. . . .I'd choose to be a dove,
    There is really only one reason why,
    And that reason is, so that I could fly,
    I'd fly right into my girlfriends arms,
    The only place. . . .where nothing harms,
    Life is a black hole, don't get sucked in,
    Pray to god, and repent every sin,
    Search your corpse and find peace,
    This is one thing that I will release,
    dig up your loved ones, wear their funeral clothes!
    Just remember. . . .what you do, only god knows


    RICKY VON GORE

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