Wednesday, 18 March 2009

• Screaming Soul.

  
  I'm stressed and im pissed,
  I want to cut into my wrists,
  Life is all wrong,
  I should have known this all along,
  I'm tired of secrets and I'm tired of lying,
  This may be for the best, but inside I am dying,
  I can't push foward I must come to a stop,
  I fear if I continue my heart will drop,
  I'm at the point where I no longer feel,
  Sometimes I'm left wondering....if this is even real,
  Heart beating fast and my body shaking,
  This world is now mine for the taking,
  How the hell did I get here?
  Is my time for death...drawing near?
  I want to be dead,
  That's the smartest thing I've ever said,
  All the pieces are finally coming together,
  I feel as if....I'm as light as a feather,
  Mental breakdown! My heart is fading,
  As for this world....It is all that I am hating!
  I am lost inside of my own thoughts,
  As for everything else....It sits and rots,
  I want to run far away from here,
  Somewhere where nobody can see every tear,
  I want to expose my hurts and pain,
  If I let it all out, would it make me sane?
  I'm left here....barely human,
  Although I did walk, from Ceres to Newman,
  I just want to drink the blood from her neck,
  That would help me out with my nervous wreck,
  I'm tired of fighting suicide,
  So what if everyone cares when i died,
  I feel like a fish out of water,
  But I guess I have to survive, for my future daughter,
  I just need mental help....or something.
  I hope I survive this one,
  
  Ricky Von Gore
  
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